When I was five, I asked my mother, “What happens when you die?” “Nothing,” she replied. “When you die, they put you in a hole, and that’s it.”
That answer didn’t make sense to me. What is the point of living if life simply ends?
The Search for Meaning
From childhood, I couldn’t accept the materialist narrative—the idea that consciousness emerges from matter, that we’re merely biological machines destined for oblivion. This existential unease drove me from my native Argentina to Spain, then through Europe, searching for something I couldn’t yet name.
The modern world offered me distractions: career success at companies like Rockstar Games, the allure of cities like Prague and New York, the promise that material achievement would fill the void. But each accomplishment only deepened the question that had haunted me since I was five.
Discovery in India
The turning point came when I traveled to India and encountered the Vedic teachings—the Bhagavad Gita, the Srimad Bhagavatam, and the ancient wisdom traditions that preceded today’s hollow spirituality. Here was a philosophy that didn’t shy away from life’s hardest questions. Here was knowledge that recognized consciousness as primary, not derivative.
The Vedas taught me what modern materialism denies: that we are not bodies that happen to be conscious, but eternal souls temporarily inhabiting material forms. That maya—illusion—keeps us trapped in cycles of desire and suffering. That liberation comes not through accumulation but through transcendence.
The Battle Against Materialism
I’ve lived in Málaga, Madrid, Prague, Germany, Mumbai, and New York. I’ve worked in the video game industry and witnessed firsthand the spiritual emptiness that pervades modern secular life. The demons aren’t external—they’re the pride, arrogance, fear, and ignorance that materialism cultivates within us.
Science, as I’ve observed it, has become like cats pawing at closed doors—convinced they understand the mechanism while remaining fundamentally ignorant of what lies beyond. The real virus isn’t biological; it’s the atheism and spiritual bankruptcy that leaves people vulnerable to despair.
My Mission
Now based in the United States, I write to share what I’ve learned: that there is an alternative to the materialist nightmare, that the Vedic teachings offer genuine liberation, that consciousness and the soul are real. This isn’t New Age platitudes or self-help psychology—it’s ancient knowledge about the fundamental nature of existence.
My writings explore:
- Spiritual warfare: The eternal battle between transcendence and material bondage
- Maya and illusion: How modern life perpetuates ignorance and suffering
- Vedic wisdom: Practical philosophy from the Bhagavad Gita and Bhagavatam
- Liberation: The path beyond materialism, fear, and death
I write for those who sense there’s more to existence than what secular modernity offers. For those who reject the reductionist worldview that consciousness is merely neurons firing. For seekers willing to challenge mainstream narratives and explore deeper truths.
The question I asked at five—what happens when you die?—led me on a journey across continents and through ancient texts. The answer I found transformed everything. My purpose now is to share that wisdom with others walking the same path.
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If these ideas resonate with you, if you’re searching for meaning beyond the material, I invite you to explore the writings on this site and join the journey toward transcendence.